Amour Epilogue- Part 2

 Hello.. berminat nk tau crita slanjutnye eah? 1st I would like to say thank you sbb follow ths story of our love life..

        Sekarang bgun pg 610am.. Sbb ape? ade orang tolong kejut kn Subuh  prayer..  Kalau I,  I set jam on 630 am for my prayer but now kene lg awal.. :) I xpasti, samda I yg kejutkan or die yg kjutkn bgun subuh..
haha.Tp .. hah, yela. I'm the one who gave him a wake up call and that time he woke up allready. Sekarang, bngun pagi da mula terasa indah.. hehe. lain sket la. rase cam bercinta walhal x declare pon. kami bebas tapi punyai satu perasaan yg x terungkap d ketika itu. I da mula rase rindu, masa tu xmalu tol. I igt lg, ms tu kita xde pape pn but I'm so dared enough to confessed my feelings on him. WAIT! bkn ckp i jtuh cinta tau, I ckap I Rindu dia. my text bunyi cmni: " I started to miss you allready".. actually i felt so ashamed of my self but it was the fact. * I can't lie to myself and BTW i told that too to him. Erk, malu seh..hehhe

Ada waktu tgahari or evening tu die kol ckp sakit tgn blah kanan. xle nk bengkok kan n nk grak2 pn sakit. So I risau la, I soh die g klinik tgk pe jd n i x expect pon die akn kt ok I pegi. Bila die kata nnt jap g he will go. I was Surprised actually, so commonly kite xkan nk snang caye yg die nk g kn.. I asked him to give me the proof that he'll go to the clinic. I told him take the picture of the doctor assistant and the clinic caunter. Tp tu pon die mtak another option leh x amik gbr klinik tu je sbb malu je kene amik gbr org2 klinik tu kang kene maki n d tuduh sbb amik gbr org tu tnpa izin. So die mms la gbr dpn klinik tu.. :) I mmg sgt2 xsangke dgn ape yg tlah die korban kan.. Pada waktu n ketika itu, Kau la Cinta ,KAu lah segalanyya.. Tidak tersangka hati n jiwa ini akan di perlayan begitu. Mcm xsangka la die SWEET n tahla Senang je die wat cmtu. Pelik gak sbnrnya sbb I xpenah lg been through that kind of situation dgn that type of guy.

Ikhsan:
Ok now part two..

          Now its become more interesting.. Every evening I go to gym.. Lepaskan tensen.. one day terlalu la bersungguh2 smpai koyak muscle gitu.. rasanya a day after i called her.. Bg la tau kata muscle koyak.. I dont expected respond yg bagus.. tp respond tu leh wat senyum sampai telinga.. x sangka dia risau gaban.. di paksa ke klinik tuk amik ubat la bagai.. Suke2.. hahaha :P Punya la x pcaya i g klinik.. dia suh plak amik gambar n mms kat dia.. amik jela.. nurse klinik pandang len macam jek.. pdulikan.. hahahaha


Nadia:

    And tibalah saat yg mnakutkn i, I takut sgt nk teruskan this kind of feelings on him. So, i decided to do  my Istikharah prayer. Asking for ALLAH help and guide me with my decision and also show me what is the best way and thing to do for this relationship? I dpt surah al-Fath dlm tafsiran al-quran, ayt brape biarlah rahsia :)
ALLAH berikan jawapan melalui surah dan ayat tersebut utk diriku, ianya menceritakan ttg perjalanan hidup dlm keredhaan ALLAH, sekiranya sesuatu itu berlandaskan DIA serta dgn memohon Keredhaannya maka teruskan. I dpt sbuah pjalan yg baik maka I truskan berkawan dgn Ikhsan. Kalau la ALLAH bg petunjuk mlalui tafsiran al-Quran tu dgn sbuah pnceritaan yg mnakutkan tentang azab or ayt2 yg memberi makna penegahan ttg sesuatu SERIOUSLY I xkan kwn dgn dia.. Tentang tafsiran yg i dapat tu i rujuk pd 1 ustadz and 2 org ustadzah bahasa arab I. Mereka kata teruskan berkawan dulu. :)
Ps: kalau x silap I Ikhsan pon buat jugak pada mlm I solat Istikaharah tu :)


Ikhsan:
I pun masih lagi fobia tuk mencuba atau bercinta lagi.. yela bak kata org, tanah kubur merah lg.. wahahaha.. ktorg planned tuk solat istikharah.. ni jalan terbaek tuk kita org Islam jika ad keraguan ttg ssuatu.. Bulatkan hati, serahkan segala ketentuan pada ALLAH.. Alhamdulillah.. Resultnya Cemerlang bangat.. Stay tuned....

ps/ kalau wanna know what was the result of the Istikharah prayer got by Ikhsan, stay tuned kay.. :)

BTW, korang kene la slalu2 bace this chapter twice sbb kita slalu update kerana memandangkn nk tunggu respond cik Ikhsan yg berada jauh skang ni :).. Kemudahan Internet tidak dapat 24 hours, Limited for him. nnt kn gmbar2 nye k: :)